The ignoring thing hasn’t got any better. I’ve done something but I’m not going to write it in here incase someone reads it. I’m not proud but it’s a way to escape I suppose. I have also been trying to write a book. I went to the cinema to watch Batman the other day with some of the family including Emily. I know this sounds selfish but I am so jealous of how everyone loves her. I feel like my family are the only people who like me so when they are really close to someone else it hurts. I also went to the beach and got blotchy sunburn. When I went there, there were these boys there too because Sarah had invited them and they were horrible to me and then guess what. Sarah invites everyone out again! I feel like people are perposley (see I can’t even spell, I’m so pissed! URGH!) pushing me away.