I’m now scared that my birthday is going to be just as crap as Christmas. Mum said I can either have £50 or a second hand PSP with no memory card or games. What choice is that? Oh or I can have an external hard-drive. Also I offered for Sarah to come round mine new years eve because she didn’t want to go to Charlotte’s party due to personal reasons but no, she’s going. To be honest I’m not sure what I want to do. I’m really not in the mood to celebrate anything at the minute and the worse part is I know next year is going to be hell.
Operation went okay, just ached for a bit. Jess’s wedding was the best 😀 I had a photo of just me and Jess and I hope to get it framed. I got a pearl bracelet with a silver Eiffel tower charm as a thank you which is soo cute. I refused to dance at the wedding because I can’t dance but I got dragged up by the guitarist twice 😀 This sounds pathetic but I felt special. However, this Christmas has been a failure apart from my TV and my camera. Mum always gets stupid stocking presents and I actually cried. That’s sounds so ungrateful though Looking forward to my birthday now though. AND it pisses me off when people get me vouchers!! I need money for Disneyland and Justin Bieber!
Breaking Dawn was amazing. Found out I’m gonna have 11 days off this year and that’s not including the orthodontic or if I’m ill. History test tomorrow and I’m so unprepared :L A month til Christmas but only 11 days til I have my teeth out! soo scared and I can’t believe I have to take the next day off too. So annoying. I’m gonna miss so much school work
Jay is my 3rd cousin :O just found this out! Also, got my bridesmaid shoes 😀 I loveee them sooo much! Also Mr Croft’s having brain operation so we have cover for like the next month :L My thoughts go out to him though. So nervous for this history test! There’s no way I can revise it all in time :L I also got offered by Miss Gallagher to take an EPQ! haha I think I actually might do it though! Supposed to be going to watch Twilight Breaking Dawn Part 2 tomorrow with Sarah but I have this photography thing so I don’t know what to do… I’ll figure it out. It’s fine 🙂
Today was another great day. Nothing really happened but nothing could bring me down! Lewis is going out with Hannah and I’m happy for them. I guess it’s time for me to let go.
Honestly loved bonfire night. I wasn’t going to go but I’m so glad I did. It was me, alex, jay, sarah, Rebecca, esther, eve, charlotte J and louise. There was one moment when we all had linked hands watching the fireworks. Also, Jay is the nicest boy I’ve ever spoken to. I don’t fancy him or anything but he is truly amazing and I see why Sarah goes on about him so much. That day was probably one of my best this year! I have a history mock in 2 weeks and if we underachieve we have to retake it. My target is an A* so if I get anything less I have to retake it. I don’t even know all the stuff I’m so worried! But I got an A* in English for my Of Mice and Men monologue! I’m also gifted and talented in photography! To be fair my life is on a high right now. And Jess is coming down this weekend!
Really worried about Halloween. I look like a prostitute. I’m supposed to be going to Eve’s but I don’t think her parents will appreciate that! I’m not gonna lie Leon and his mum have spoilt Charlotte so much and it’s starting to piss me off. Here I am not being able to even go to town and she won’t even give me my proper wages! It fucks me off. Sarah is the greatest person in my life right now. She’s amazing! She’s getting me an ear stretcher on Wednesday and she has something big planned for my birthday. She’s always there if I need her and I’m so grateful for that. If you ever read this Sarah, YOU ARE AMAZING! You have pulled me out of my rutt and I love yo. I honestly love having someone to talk to and trust 🙂
Note: Me and Charlotte had a joint paper round, we did it together and we split the wages but because it went into her account she couldn’t give me exactly half. Plus I just noticed how a couple of entries before I was saying how I can’t trust Sarah and now I’m saying she’s the only person I can trust.
Today is just one of those days where I want to give up. We had a surprise speaking test in English. Of course I messed up and I almost cried in front of the whole class. Even Jessie did better than me and I swear she’s really shy. Everyone liked Rachel’s cake.
I think it might be a ticket to go with her because she says she needs to ask her mum and she keeps hinting. If it was I would be sooo happy but I don’t want to get my hopes up. Started to do some daily exercise because of my flabby tum! And The Vampire Diaries starts again Monday 😀 Charlotte has been slightly annoying me lately. First she took Leon to Paignton with her. I’m her friend of 10 years and she’s never taken me and now Laura’s coming back (which means I’ll be ignored for a week) and Char’s taking her to London. She knows I’ve always wanted to go to London. I’m also worried about Disneyland too because when Char and Georgia are together they’re like best friends so I didn’t want to go with them but the rooms are final now so I have to. Also I don’t want to waste my time when I’m there and if everyone’s going on the big rides I will.
Waffle on was amazing! It was nice to hang out with a big group who are all nice and kind. It was nice when I left too because everyone was saying goodbye and giving me hugs and high-fives 😀 Today I tidied my room a bit more because Leon and Charlotte came round for MarioKart 🙂 Also earlier, I tweeted Sarah saying how I wish I could go to Justin Bieber with her and she said same but she will take photos for me then I said thanks and then she tweeted that she had a good idea so I asked her what it was and she said she can’t tell me… I wonder what it is?
Note: I 100% knew at this point that she was planning to take me to Justin Bieber but I didn’t want to get my hopes up just yet!