I’m now scared that my birthday is going to be just as crap as Christmas. Mum said I can either have £50 or a second hand PSP with no memory card or games. What choice is that? Oh or I can have an external hard-drive. Also I offered for Sarah to come round mine new years eve because she didn’t want to go to Charlotte’s party due to personal reasons but no, she’s going. To be honest I’m not sure what I want to do. I’m really not in the mood to celebrate anything at the minute and the worse part is I know next year is going to be hell.