Just wanted to cry all day. Don’t know why but I think I might just cry now. On a different topic I’m pissed off at Louise. Rebecca told me she said she’d rather receive nothing from me than a cake. She should be fucking grateful whatever I get her it’s not like she’s the best at giving presents. Esther and Eve are so cute. Just when I was about to cry they make me smile. I love them so much and their always there to cheer me up. I genuinely don’t know what I’d do without them.