I hate my life. Everyone I love lets me down or leaves me. I lead on my bed now just crying and I (feel) like such an attention seeker but the truth is I’m not okay. I’m an absolute mess, I get jealous of people so easily, feel left out if people don’t talk to me 24/7 and hate people behind their backs. This is the worst I’ve ever been and to be honest I just want to end it all.