30th April 2013 22:42

Sarah was supposed to be coming round mine tomorrow to bake Georgia a cake but she’s cancelled. It’s not her fault but I just hate being let down. Everyone does it to me all the time. Georgia’s having a sleepover for her birthday and she’s only allowed 3 people so I’m not invited. I’ve never been to her house and to be honest I don’t think I will ever see her house. What’s the point in being nice when you aren’t confident enough to show people how nice you are? Being nice gets you nowhere. I’m still ignored in school, I’m still alone at home, why should I bother anymore? Or maybe this is just me attention seeking? But either way, being nice is all I have, I’m not pretty, rich, confident or even that smart. I just wish I was someone else…

27th April 2013 09:46

Been constantly revising for my 3 science exams at the moment and I’m really worried about them. I’m also worried about Sarah. She’s been really upset lately about everything and I just hate seeing her like this, she deserves more than this. The amount of shit she’s gone through and now I think it’s just all coming back to get her. Braces suck. I have these biting blocks that are such a nuisance and I can only eat soft food. It’ll be worth it all in the end though!

10th April 2013 20:40

Hey what a surprise, I’m feeling like shit again. Basically I was going to watch The Host today and I arranged it with everyone but then nobody could come which I was fine about but then Charlotte D asked if anyone wanted to go to Nando’s and everyone was like “yeah” which really pissed me off but I thought I’d go anyone because I am so lonely here and I haven’t been out at all in these holidays, but then yesterday I got a message from Louise saying “are you getting the train?” I had no clue what she was going on about but basically they’d changed the date and nobody had told me. And now Charlotte J and Sarah are going to watch The Host tomorrow and I can’t go because I’m getting my braces. I’m just so fucking angry and lonely and scared.